hiya!
i just wanna start trying to revive my dead-for-a-very-long-time blog
cos i feel bad >.<
hur anyway,
this crazy mosquito apparantly bit my eyebrow!
stupid sleazy shit. now my eyebrow itch like hell.
plus, everytime i keep on scratching it,
i have a feeling that my eyebrow is gonna bald soon.
yurks.
very soon in fact,
the middle part of my eyebrow will be gone,
then everyone can see how awful i look.

okay today's new year eve already.
the freaky o's are coming soon.
thank god for adding 1 more second to year 2008,
though i dont know how much that will help.
i mean,
once you blink blink blink,
poof 1 second gone already.
not as if this pathetic 1 second can help you memorise another stupid biology word spelling.
gah.
ijustwanttohearfromyouonelasttime

You Remember 30% of 2008

Were you in a coma for 2008? It all seems a big blur to you now, doesn't it? Let's face it, you don't remember much of what happened. You have a bad memory or weren't paying attention. Either way: scary!

You Should Make 3 Resolutions

Get Fit Reduce Stress Overall Volunteer to Help Others

You Feel Misunderstood By Your Family

You get along with everyone in your family, and you tend to play the peacemaker. You can see issues from all sides. You have confidence in your family to take care of itself and make good decisions. You especially have this confidence in the younger generation. It's sometimes hard for your family to understand who you are now. You've changed a lot, and they have trouble accepting the new you. You have trouble keeping up with your family member's birthdays and anniversaries. You are often late with your gifts.

You Are Gold Lights

Your holidays are a time of abundance and riches. Even if you don't have a lot during the rest of the year, this is the time that you splurge a little. Your holidays traditions tend to be a bit old fashioned and dignified. You like old holiday movies, properly wrapped presents, and family recipes passed down over the years.

You Are Biscotti

You are a very direct, honest person. You don't have time for dramatics or emotional pleas. You feel most comfortable in the intellectual realm, especially with science and technology. You are good at understanding difficult subjects. Understanding people? Not so much.

Your Christmas is Unique

Your wish for the New Year is a better career or financial situation. For you, Christmas is secular holiday. Religion doesn't play a big part in it. You are very impatient when it comes to Christmas. You like that decorations go up earlier and earlier each year. Christmas traditions aren't all that important to you. You participate in the few you like. You have some preferred ways of celebrating Christmas, but you're open to compromise. You enjoy Christmas, but you find it to be a bit of a burden at times. You like giving to your friends and family during Christmas. You focus on the people you're close to.

You Are Considerate and Mature

You approach the holidays with responsibility and cooperation. You'll do your part to make sure that everyone else has a happy holiday. You aren't particularly picky or high maintenance during the holidays. You're happy to be in the company of people you love, and you're willing to "go with the flow." Of all the types, you are the most likely to give someone exactly what they want. You're also the most likely to wrap all your presents well - to prevent peeking!

You Can Say "Merry Christmas" in 5 Languages

You can say "Merry Christmas" in: English German Gaelic Latin Esperanto

You Are Cider

Your holiday personality is cozy. The holidays are your favorite time to stay home, stay warm, and spend time with those you love. You don't need a lot to make you happy over the holidays. Seeing an old relative or favorite holiday film is enough to make your day.

You Are Milk

Your holiday personality is innocent. The holidays make you feel like a kid all over again. You love every part of the holidays, and you anticipate Christmas morning. You enjoy getting presents as much as you did when you were young!

Being Alone Is What Stresses You Out About the Holidays

Whether it's by choice or not, you end up feeling quite lonely during the holidays. It's hard to not have a lot of family or friends near by... or at all. While being lonely stinks, it's not to late to have a happy holiday. Find other lonely people, and organize a dinner. If that fails, volunteer, adopt a pet, or go to the movies on Christmas.

Your Snow Test Says You're Agreeable

You feel like something good will happen to you eventually, but not soon. You don't really like to work, unless work feels like play. You only are successful when you are doing what you love. You are a cooperative, agreeable person. You enjoy the company of others, and you enjoy compromising for the good of the group. Your biggest worry in life is your family. You stay up at night thinking about them. When it comes time to relax, you always go the extra mile. You take relaxing as seriously as anything else in life.

You Are a Turtleneck Sweater

You are sophisticated, streetwise, and even a little cynical. You are quite cultured, and you don't fall for gimmicks or trends easily. You are naturally chic. You have a urban, cosmopolitan style. And you know that the secret to looking good is not trying too hard!

You Should Walk the Tightrope

Any subject you study, you aim to master. You enjoy being the best. When you're good at something, you like to show off your skills. You're the type of person who would practice years to walk the tightrope. And you'd love the glory you'd get from walking it in front of a crowd.

You Look Like an Aquarius

It's likely that you are very striking. You stand out in a room. You are probably also taller than average, and that also helps you get noticed. You have classical facial features... what some might call a handsome face. You have are attractive in a cool way. You're so attractive, it's intimidating. Like most Aquarius people, you are probably extremely independent... both in your thoughts and actions. You find other people fascinating, and you develop deep, long lasting friendships.

yay.
piano exam is officially OVER.
grins happily.
well maybe not so happily.
cos i still got my O'LVL CHINESE to clear.
moans-

oh wells.
to tell you the truth,
i never even study chinese lah can.
im toast.
gah.
at least i think i am going to start soon. :/
well, i HOPE.

okay this is stupid.
im not making any sense at all.
shoot me please somebody!

it is just so oh whatever.
&i cant be bothered to continue any longer.
toodles!

i was like sorting through my thumbdrive when i saw something.
obviously i opened it,
and i found out that i had been so different then as compared to now.
i dont know what changed me,
but i know i am not the girl i used to be.

i am going to be in sec4 already next year,
and my L1R5 isn't good.
how am i gonna get into jc?
whoa dammit.

i think i have screwed up my life pretty badly,
and i cant seem to be able to unscrew it.
i did try my best to do so,
but have failed many countless times.
life is not the bed of roses i used to think it was,
it has now morphed into a bed of thorns.

i hate my life,
i hate myself,
i hate everything in this blasted world.
more importantly,
i have lost my trust in you and i will always hate you for that.

love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.

omg omg omg.
mr rossy's performance in the chinese grand prix was so disappointing!
alamak.
i feel so depressed.

anyway,
the ranking goes this way..
1) Hamilton
2) Massa
3) Raikkonen
4) Alonso

oh oh raikkonen damn poor thing,
overtaken by massa.
tsktsktsk.
plus, dont ask me what position mr rossy is at.
its too horrifyingly unbelievable.
gah is there even such a phrase?

ah heck.

take me away-lash

Your Hair Should Be Brown

You are an intelligent, well respected person. You are very confident. You take yourself seriously, and other people take you seriously too. You are a good leader, and you can be trusted with someone's life. You motivate people well, and you command respect easily. You are competent, successful, and organized. You can't stand chaos. Some people mistake you for being cold, calculating, or elitist.

You Are 25% Witch

It's unlikely that you're a witch. At least, no one thinks you are. You may still be interested in witchcraft, but you're by no means a stereotypical witch. While you don't seem all that witchy, people may think you're a bit weird. You're definitely a little offbeat. No one really knows what to make of you sometimes.

You Could Not Be a Vampire

Sorry, but you're not just cut out for flesh eating, turning into a bat, and living forever. But that's okay. The sight of blood turns your stomach... without even thinking of drinking it. And while you definitely would never be a vampire, you're exactly the type of frail prey Dracula wannabe's crave. Maybe it's time to arm yourself with a cross and some nasty garlic breath! What you would like best about being a vampire: The raw power (though you wouldn't admit it to anyone) What you would like least about being a vampire: The whole killing thing

You Should Get a JD (Juris Doctor)

You're logical, driven, and ruthless. You'd make a mighty fine lawyer.

Your Learning Style: Innovative and Independent

You are determined and driven. Confident in your abilities, no field is too difficult for you. You Should Study: Astronomy Biology Chemistry Design Engineering Philosophy Physics Political Science

You Should Learn Portuguese

Muito legal! For you, learning a language is all about the lifestyle that comes with it. And Brazilian beaches, hotties, parties, and soccer matches are just your style.

You Belong in Australia

Ace! Sunny, upbeat, and cute You make the perfect surf bum Now stop hogging the Vegemite!

You are a Model Citizen of the World

You care deeply about the world, and you do everything you can to help. You feel like the injustices in the world are your injustices, and you fight to fix them. You have a deep appreciation for the differences that make up the world. You feel like you have something to gain from every culture and country.

You Should Date An Italian!

You love for old fashioned romance, with an old fashioned guy An Italian guy is the perfect candidate to be your prince charming If your head doesn't spin enough, just down another espresso with him Invest in a motorcycle helmet - and some carb blocker for all that pasta!

You Should Be With a Water Sign!

Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others.

Never Date an Aquarius

Freaky, unconventional, and downright strange - it's likely that any Aquarius will weird you out. And if you do happen to fall for an Aquarius, you'll probably find them too emotionally distant to connect with. Instead try dating: Cancer, Pisces, Capricorn, or Virgo

You are 73% Virgo

Your Ice Cream Personality:

You like to think of yourself as a fairly modest person. And it's true that you don't talk yourself up... but you're also pretty happy with who you are. You are the type of person who likes to throw caution to the wind. You only live once, so you're going to live as large as possible. You are definitely a wild one! You are a somewhat open minded person, but deep down you're fairly conservative. You don't like trying new things very much. And if you do find something new you like, you stick with it. You tend to have a one track mind. You prefer not to multitask. You can be a big dramatic and over the top sometimes. You are bold in every way

You Are Rocky Road Ice Cream

Unpredictable and wild, you know how to have fun. You're also a trendsetter who takes risks with new things. You know about the latest and greatest - and may have invented it! You are most compatible with vanilla ice cream.

You Go For Brains and Body!

You like a guy who can make your heart melt with his smile... But he's got to have something in his head to really draw you in. You're not superficial - just honest!

You Are 30% British

You're about as British as a half hearted Anglophile... in other words, a piss poor Brit. If you are indeed from Britain, you probably consider yourself a European more than anything else. If you're trying to pass for a Brit, you're going to have to try a little harder. Go to a football match. Drink until you puke. And head in to work the next morning totally hungover.

You Are a Raspberry Latte

You are known for being a trendsetter. You can't help but be attracted to things that are a little offbeat. You enjoy new and complex experiences. You approach all aspects of life with an open mind. Personal growth and change is quite important to you. You enjoy pushing yourself. You aren't dogmatic, and you don't like people who are. You play the devil's advocate and see all sides of an issue.

Caffe Vanilla Frappuccino

Smooth and sweet, you fit in to almost any crowd. No one would suspect you of being a coffee tweaker!

You Are Chardonnay

Fresh, spirited, and classic - you have many facets to your personality. You can be sweet and light. Or deep and complex. You have a little bit of something to offer everyone... no wonder you're so popular. Approachable and never smug, you are easy to get to know (and love!). Deep down you are: Dependable and modest Your partying style: Understated and polite Your company is enjoyed best with: Cold or wild meat

life is full of ups and downs,
love is full of ups and downs,
what in earth is there not full of ups and downs?

okay ignore that.
im spouting nonsense as per usual.
seriously.
im like super hot tempered lately, depressed and annoying.
what the hell is wrong with me?
fuggly wuggly.

i can't think of anything interesting to say.
except maybe " ah **** "
ok bad of me.

grimaces.

god, this skin is so ...
the three dots there are sufficiently enough to convey my feelings about it.
dammit!

forget it.
i have nothing else to say.
just
je vous aimerai avec tout mon coeur

this is obviously the start of the "2nd GREAT DEPRESSION".
meaning my horrible EYEs results.
scowls.

i mean like wth?
MARVELOUS mandy is so gonna be 1st in class.
cos she got too many As.

i admit,
today officially sucked.
i discovered another hatred for yet 1 more subject.
this sucks huge i tell you.
its so what the hell.

* breathes deeply *

i just want to holler FUDGE like super loudly can.
im toast.
& heck.

well.
its all silly stupid "MR ROSSY's" fault can.
if only i didn't know he existed.
if only i couldn't care less about his annoying race.
if only i had studied hardier without any distractions from him.
ah GOD DAMN IT.

i guess i can only blame my lousy self.
im such a FESSO.
- grimaces

okay yay.
i just watched finish this korean drama of mine,
& it was really COOL.

cos its about this woman who has a child with her husband whos kinda impotent,
so the husband naturally was worried right?
then stupidly he got his 3 good friends to donate their sperms,
in hope that his wife will become pregnant.
i mean, how fesso can that be?

jeez.
anyway, he died unfortunately in an accident - i forgot what sort of accident it was.
this resulted in his buddies trying to guess who was the real father of the child.
like whaat?
yeah, thats it.
i LOVE the ending(:

oh did i tell you?
i went to play badminton yesterday.
& now my muscles ache like shit.
bleargh.
oh oh,
as i was typing out this post right,
this stupid little ant kept pestering me.
like what the hell?

seriously.
i squished it like 4 times?
and its still alive.
only on the fifth try did it like get squished.
how annoying.

okay,
i got to go prepare myself for school.
wish me luck for the interview :D

okay, sorry for those overly emo-tical posts(:
im fine now, seriously.
couldn't be better.

thats a lie.
i know i will remember that forever.

back to other topics.
YAY.
lets see,
what should i talk about huh.

oh things i want for my birthday!
1. bag
2. chunky necklace
3. clothes
4. okay nothing else.

GOSH,
my birthday list is like pathetic.
aiya who cares right.
at least im updating stuff quite frequently now.
see mans?

i realise i like black and white pictures!
so lovely luh.
its got that sad sad feel,
yet look so mysterious at the same time.
yay i like.

HMM,
i went to play tennis this morning!
with my family(:
i was like super damn pro.
HAHA kidding only okay.
chill.
im not that ego.

i remember the couple next to us was playing too,
and their coach was like "aren't you guys a couple? move closer!"
haha LOL.
its just so wth.

at least theres no school tmr.
and its a very good thing too.